Back again! Just in time!
My first day of blogging has passed, and to tell the truth, it was great. Yesterday left me with a sensational experience, a feeling of freedom, a feeling of being open, and of being able to put things in perspective. In short, this was a good idea.
After my first attempt at reaching out yesterday, I was overwhelmed by ideas and urges about what to write, what to express next, how i could use this, and how i would make all of these things work for me. So far, i still think it's fantastic.
I'm doing my very best to keep it all in my head, to remember every single brilliant idea that comes to mind about how i can help this all evolve, in whichever direction it proves to take me. I want to let myself go, and just enjoy the ride.
Some things slip away, many of these things, I have no chance of grasping, no chance of grabbing on to, and no chance of being able to hold on to at all. But on the bright side, I always seem to be able to pluck the most delicious fruits... Must be luck, or maybe intuition.
Anyway, even if my choices are becoming more and more of a gamble, i don't think i would want it to be any other way, atleast not for the moment. It's not a case of feeling insecure, it's a case of wanting to explore -new- opportunities. This is still my first time.
I'm still reaching out, still looking, and always waiting, watchful, careful. Can't stay like this forever, but I don't intend to.
What i want to do next, is wave my hand blindly until it brushes up against something, whatever "it" might be.
No comments:
Post a Comment